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| Wednesday, December 19th, 2007 | | 7:17 pm |
Whatever It Takes......
People say love Comes and goes, but They don't understand What they don't know Cause, what I feel starts Deep inside It's kinda like a sea That springs into life They say it's not right And we move too fast But they don't know the meaning Of what we have Wherever it is, I'll fly Whatever it takes, I'll try So don't pay no mind To whatever people say Whenever it is in my life Know that I will be on time 'Cause you know why There's no standing in our way When you're far and We're apart I'm really missing you I wanna be where you are They say it's not right No point believing What we have Wherever it is, I'll fly Whatever it takes, I'll try So don't pay no mind To whatever people say Whenever it is in my life I'll be on time 'Cause you know why There's no standing in my way And if you're lost I'm gonna find you 'Cause without you I'll break down and cry And you know why I wanna surround you With all my love Wherever it is, I'll fly Whatever it takes, I'll try So don't pay no mind To whatever people say Whenever it is in my life Know that I will be on time 'Cause you know why There's no standing in my way | | Wednesday, October 31st, 2007 | | 9:23 am |
FuckShitDamn!
So I guess the phrase is true.... What goes around...truly comes back around! "You cut me open and I...Keep Bleeding" Current Mood:  pissed off | | Friday, October 26th, 2007 | | 4:41 pm |
mwaahhh!
I feel like a dick when I start with the same sentance each time I write here, but it really has been so damn long since I last posted.... Things are OK...been very busy with my first placement of my teachers training, and I have to admit that the school is amazing, the staff are great and the kids I teach are out of this world....it is a SEN (special educational needs) inclusive school and the rewards of teaching a dance from step up to a girl in a wheel chair are ones in which truly bring tears to my eyes...these kids, all of the them the ones that are able and those that are less able never fail to surprise me on a daily basis and I love it! Into my teaching role 100% now, having to write 10 lesson plans a week along with the evalutations, not fun, but defo a resourse to have....although today we just broke up for our autumn half term and it feels great. Topped of the day with an 8 miles sponsored run, to which we raised alot of money as the target was under an hour...so happy days there... Other than that things are fairly bland...my head is all over the place at the moment with regards to any relationship etc..the whole head and the heart situation....the things is that im coaching at the university of glamorgan this year, for the 2 female teams and the 1 male team where I HAVE to coach Jon and it really hasnt been easy...after all the shit that I put up with in the relationship, you would thing that I wouldnt feel anything for him still..I thought that I would turn up to coach him and it would be fine, we are both mature adults and being friends would work out grand....unfortunatley that isnt the case for either of us, there is still an attraction there between the both of us, and as much as I didnt want it, its so damn hard!....so we are meeting up this weekend to talk about shit and what went down etc, so watch this space...should anythin go tits up Saturday night....you could be getting a call....besides that Ive come to the general consensus that I seem to attract the ones that need babysitting....lol.... I just wanted to tell you all that I miss you all so so much and I hope you are well in the world.... Peace and Love... Hugs Emma xxx | | Monday, October 1st, 2007 | | 10:34 pm |
blah....
Life is too short to wake up in the morning with regret. So love the people who treat you right, forget about the ones who don't. Believe that everything happens for a reason. If you get a chance, take it. If it changes your life, then let it. Nobody said it'd be easy, they just promised it'd be worth it! | | Monday, August 27th, 2007 | | 2:52 pm |
lack of communication
First and for most I must apologise for my lack of communication of recent. I have been un-characteristically bad at keeping in touch. Things have been real busy but are now starting to calm down, so hopfully things will get better from here on in. So I got home from camp after a flight from hell and a bus journey that broke down to a house full of the family all ready and waiting for me to get my shite togther for the vacation the following morning. Gemma was on her way up and I hadnt even started to pack nor wash the clothes that I needed for the vacation. Needless to say it all worked out and the vacation was just what I needed. I will stress that a vacation with the whole family can at times lead to tension and can be stressful. Thank god that Gemma was there to keep me sane lol. Anyways the weather was awesome, food amazing and the drink just kept coming, it seriously was like tour again... Back at home now, getting all my stuff togther for my teachers training to start Sept 10th. Looking forward to getting started although I have to admit that I am very anxious. Emma Keen in a responsible role ahaha....we will see how that pans out. Moving hockey clubs this year, had alot of stick from the previous team for doing so, but hey, if it doesnt kill you then it only makes you stronger right! So things are good. I hope you are all great wherever in the word you are. I miss you all so much, and there isnt a day that doesnt pass that your not in my thoughs... Peace and Love x Current Mood:  tired | | Thursday, July 5th, 2007 | | 5:27 pm |
Blah....
It always seems that just as soon as things have been amazing and life is pretty good...just as soon as life takes a turn for the best...everything goes wrong....gets lost....confused....and all messed up somehow....and then you crash....and just sit there, because you dont have the strength to get up....Rememeber to always believe in yourself because you are the best....Try not to let the power of words, your mind or your thoughts get the better of you....at times...all they can show us is an illusion....look with your understanding, find what you already know...use it to your advantage...and you will see a way to fly....Life is a journey fuelled by inspirtaion and aspiration, which is directed by your heart! Follow it....it usually takes us where we want to go...Too often we underestimate the power of a touch, a smile, a kind word, a listening ear, an honest compliment, or the smallest act of caring, all of which have the potential to turn a life around. Dont be afriad to take risks....FEAR IS SHORT LIVED...REGRET IS FOREVER...Create a definite plan for carrying out your desire and begin at once, whether your ready or not, to put this plan into action....be true to yourself and true with those around you...when things are consumed they expand and we then have the ability to dwell on the situation....we only get one chance to live on this earth...embrace it and those that you want in it....whether they be friends, family and/or relationships...live life for today and dream about tomorrow....live how you want to live it...trying not to be afraid of the outcome/concequenes....There is truly No Day But Today! | | Monday, June 11th, 2007 | | 3:47 pm |
'We do not believe in ourselves until someone reveals that deep inside us something is valuable, worth listening to, worthy of our trust, sacred to our touch.....Once we believe in ourselves we can risk curiosity, wonder, spontaneous delight or any experience that reveals the human spirit' E.E. Cummings | | Friday, May 25th, 2007 | | 10:55 am |
The Gift of Friendship...
You give me words of kindness Tied with a ribbon of gold, Hearing them is important To heal my heart and soul Your gift of words make a difference When I am down and blue, Questioning why I bother, Doing what I do. Life can be a challenge Sometimes it seems unfair, But when I am tired and struggling It helps that you are there. What can I give you in return Your friendship is so dear, Please know if you ever need me I will always be here. Kind words and time are needed By people everywhere, When wrapped with a smile or a hug They're a gift that say "I care"! | | Friday, May 18th, 2007 | | 10:51 pm |
So ive been thinking alot about the 'tight five' these past few days... I miss you all... Not a day that doesnt pass that I dont think of you all... Could use a hug from each of ya right about now... JT concert tomorrow tho...so something to look forward too... I love you all... | | Friday, May 11th, 2007 | | 11:23 pm |
blah
The truth is that our finest moments are most likely to occur when we are feeling deeply uncomfortable, unhappy, or unfulfilled.... For it is only in such moments, propelled by our discomfort, that we are likely to step out of our ruts and start searching for different ways or truer answers.... Thats all I have... | | Saturday, May 5th, 2007 | | 10:31 am |
So I've just noticed that its been a while since I last posted... Anyhow.... I played in the BUSA Rugby Final on the 25tb April, and it was fun... 70 minutes as scrum half (or #9 as my dad would say) was cool, loved every minute of it, although I appreciate FH so much more now I havent played it in a while... We won anyways 20-5 which was a great achievement for the rugby girls...there are a few pictures posted on facebook... My dissertation is handed in - and as of right now I officially have no more written coursework or papers to hand in - so thats a great feeling, I do have a presentation to give Tuesday on my dissertaion, but thats 99.9% complete - so all good... We had our end of season Athletic Union Dinner last night and damn it was a great night, I have so so much work to do with revision etc, so I ended up driving instead of drinking, but the night was amazing, everyone looked fantastic and the ceremony was fab... To my surprise I won the Commitment Cup, its just a trophy for an individual who has shown outstanding contribution to sport and the university, so that was nice....I had to make a speech, which for once reduced me to having no words to say lol.... Pleasey got the players player of the year, and then they all got hammered an danced the night away. But if y'all wana see Keeney in a dress...then facebook shows the evidence! lol Its a shame it is when it was, I have an exam wed, Tues then Monday and Im all done... All keep fingers crossed...need to pass these finals.... I hope your all well in the world, wherever you are! Love you all xoxox | | Sunday, April 22nd, 2007 | | 11:05 am |
Many people will walk in and out of our lives, but only true friends leave footprints in your heart. to handle yourself, use your head; to handle others, use your heart. Anger is only one short letter of danger. If someone betrays you once, it is his fault; if he betrays you twice, it is your fault. Great minds discuss ideas; average minds dicuss events; small minds discuss people. He who loses money, loses much; he who loses a friend, loses much more; he who loses faith, loses all. Beautiful young people are accidents of nature, but beautiful old people are works of art. Learn from the mistakes of others. You can't live long enough to make them all yourself. Friends, you and me....you brought another friend....and then there were three (in our case...the tight 5!)....we started our group....our circle of friends....and like that circle....there is no beginning or end....yesterday is history. tomorrow is a mystery. today is a gift, that's why they call it the present! [Unknown] | | Tuesday, April 17th, 2007 | | 8:10 am |
Tots is 21.....woooohooooo...
Happy 21st Birthday Tots....May all your birthday wishes come true.... I wish I could be there.... I am in spirit.... Have a great day kiddo.... I miss you...love you foreverrrr!! xoxox | | Sunday, April 15th, 2007 | | 9:41 pm |
i dunno know why im like this?
So I dont know what my issue is at the mo.... As I am sure you are all aware that field hockey is pretty much my life.... Well I have totally lost the interest to play.... I just dont know why.... I played on sat and I was just useless.... Just didnt wana be there...I just wish I knew why?? I mean it has been like this for a while and Pleasey feels the same way too.... I just thought that I was burned out and that it would pass.... Not the case.... I suppose it doesnt help that Ive had a 5000 word teaching paper to write and a dissertation.... But the school year is almost done and I have to work frikin hard at me exams to graduate with a decent frikin degree.... I just wana move to the states.... Anyone know of someone that will marry me in...give them my cell I just hate feeling this way and wana shift it asap! All in all its been a long, hard month or so and just wana be done with it all.... Somethin good did come from the last month i guess, I did manage to get JT tickets... There isnt a day that I dont think of you all.... Wish you were here... Hugs - Keeney! x | | Wednesday, April 11th, 2007 | | 11:55 pm |
Sometimes, doesnt it feel like our feelings and emotions can almost seem to take on a life of their own? What happens if our nightmares come true?... Or our dreams become reality? | | Sunday, April 8th, 2007 | | 9:37 pm |
| | Friday, April 6th, 2007 | | 8:23 pm |
Happy Birthday Kate
Happy Birthday Honey....Penblwydd Hapus i Chi... I hope you have a great day, and may all your birthday wishes come true.... I miss you and love you.... See you soon Kiddo... Love Always... Keeney xoxox | | Friday, March 23rd, 2007 | | 11:01 pm |
this is me being me i guess....
So its Friday, I have just gotten in from work and it was seriously the shift from hell...prob because I have said goodbye to two of my best friends in 2 weeks and to top it all off, Jon and I had a huge fight on wed (his fault) which ended in him saying some pretty harsh words, that pretty much tore me apart.... After saying goodbye to both Jenn and Talia, I was sick, but at home this afternoon, (and right now) it has actually hit home, and im an emotional wreck! I think this thing that went down with Jon on wed and then today saying goodbye again really hit me hard....... To my amazing - fabulous - inspirational ladies....you know who you all are....I LOVE YOU...and miss you more...thank you to Jenn and Talia for paying a visit to the land of the red dragon and hope that you enjoyed your stay...all know you are more than welcome anytime.... So now, im gonna give me some Emma time, take some space from the guy that is contributing to the fatigue...sucks cos I like him...Mae popeth yn digwydd am rheswm tho...so if we pull through this then so be it, but right now, im content to say in my room and deal with life my way....on my treadmill lol....... Ok, i have a game in the morning so have to get some rest... I love you all so much... Your all my inspirations and a breath of fresh air in your all individual ways..... 'isnt it odd how sometimes the hardest thing and the right thing are the same' cara beunydd xoxoxox | | Friday, March 16th, 2007 | | 11:28 am |
To all my ladies......
This is for all of you....at times we all have had some kinda drama/issue or just something that kinda gets us down unfolding in our lives....so this is just somthing that I thought kinda summed up how maybe we should try and respond to it all.... LISTENING TO OTHER PEOPLES IDEAS ABOUT WHO YOU ARE CAN EAT YOU UP....DO THEY LIKE ME?....DO THEY HATE ME?....YOU COULD THINK ABOUT IT ALL DAY.....JUST A LITTLE REMINDER THAT YOU ARE BEAUTIFUL, STRONG AND AN AMAZING PERSON....RESPECT YOURSELF AND TAKE CARE OF YOUR HEART....WHEN YOU START TO FEEL WEAK....ASK FOR HELP....DONT GIVE IN TO SOMEONE WHO WILL HURT YOU.... And remember girls that well behaved women rarely make history....so kick up a fuss....bounce offa the walls and just be you!! I dont believe that there is a rule book.....and I dont believe that we all have to live by society's standards....just be who you want to be..GO YOUR OWN WAY..period... Love you all.....xoxox Current Mood: tired | | Thursday, February 8th, 2007 | | 1:10 pm |
theres just no pleasing everyone!
Have you ever had a dream that seemed so real that when you woke up you didnt know what to believe?... What would you do if what you thought was true, wasn't... And what you thought wasn't true, was... Would you retreat into your dreams in hope to find a more perfect reality?... Sometimes, life is stranger than a dream. And the only way to wake up, is to face what lies hidden in yourself. You can only hope in those moments of dark reflection, that you are not alone... |
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